+ kwann' (:

2004-10-26T19:08:00.000+08:00

wish for you on a falling star
wondering where you are

spent all day doing the template.
hmm, was supposed to be for my diary-x blog,
but i can't seem to figure it out ):
i'll get neek's help anyway.

today school was fun (:
we watched saving private ryan for history
was an NC-16 show!
rather gory...
they showed the leg being blown off and intestines like oozing out and all :/
was too much for me to take.
how am i ever going to become a doctor -shakes

and during recess miss lim called for those whose attendance was not regular
mainly, me.
boy was i shaking like a leaf when i reached there.
but surprisingly she was damn nice to me
and looked rather astounded that i decided to remain in track.
but i brought it up that i wanted to change events
and she AGREED! :D
yay! ((:

sigh.
don't know if i should go school tomorrow.
seriously la, it's as boring as hell. -yawns.
i'll leave it for later to decide
toodles!

2004-10-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

when you say you love me
the world goes still, so still inside

sundays rock!
after service, pastor barnabus wanted to meet all those who played for the childrens' ministry
i was one of them (as well as yunying) so we went together.
and he invited us to like play for the music ministry!!!
-squeals.
you know how cool and fun is that?!
but yeah la that's not the point.
have to pray about it and think through...

after service we walked to block 76 for lessons.
stood outside waiting for mei hsin to get the keys
and in the end she couldn't find them :/
so lesson was cancelled! )):
it was going to be combined session la ):
so sad. and nxt week no bible study too cos of format x.
ahhh!
2 weeks ):
ah so i went over to the market to sit with mom and dad

went to j8 to buy kaitlyn and austin's present.
since christel is going to the U.S of A, might as well get them a xmas present.
anyway after buying their presents we went to sakae sushi
and i saw sam! ((:
haha was with his family
ate some weird jap stuff.
not a big fan of jap food... and i HATE wasabei.
and j8 was having this baby racing contest.
so stupid ok.
the parents have exploited their children.

ONE MORE WEEK TO SCH HOLS.
YAY YAY YAY! -CHEERS. :D
HAPPY HOLIDAYS! ((:

2004-10-23T18:37:00.000+08:00

NEEK IS ADORABLE! x))
she is really damn cute la!
i laughed so much until i had a tummy ache!
she's now my joyous and finger walker! :D
and we have a happy song:
HAPPY HAPPY
WE LOVE TO NAPPY
& BE SAPPY
& MAKE PATTIES (:

AHHHH!
SO NICE LA!
I LOVE THE HAPPY SONG (((:

i love my neek joyous and finger walker to bits!!!
-squeezes tightly
i love you! (:

2004-10-23T17:19:00.000+08:00

Some say hearts
Grow silent
In a world where no one cares
Love keep slipping away
Some say time
Is the healer
But in a house where no one speaks
love keep slipping away

Tell me
Why do we fight when we know it's all wrong
Why do we play that same old song
Is it just because
We're lonely

Love me, love me
But don't be sorry
Help me, chase the shadows away
Love me, love me
When you've got nothing to say
Say something anyway

Some say tears
Run dry but
In my heart I've cried forever
Only you can take it away

Tell me
Why do we fight when we know it's all wrong
Why can't we see what's going on
Is it just because
We're lonely

Love me, love me
But don't be sorry
Help me, chase the shadows away
Love me, love me
When you've got nothing to say
Say something anyway

Anything to break the ice
Anything at all
Anything to break the ice
Anything at all

Love me, love me
But don't be sorry

Oh, love me, love me
But don't be sorry
Help me, chase the shadows away
Love me, love me
When you've got nothing to say
Say something anyway
Help me chase the shadows away
Love me, love me
When you've got nothing to say
Say something anyway

2004-10-23T13:20:00.000+08:00

guess i'm wishing my life away
with these things i'll never say

X COUNTRY SEASON IS HERE AGAIN :/
and we have started our gruelling training yet again.
seriously la
today i came to school so happy
thinking we were going to play netball and drills and diagonals and stretching
short for: whatever we did on thursday
then yuanbing announced mid d was doing something else
my heart literally BROKE ):
i almost cried la.

anyway our warm up was like 4 freaking long rounds around the school
in total it's like 4.2km
NON STOP
but at the third round at the steep slope
jia ai gave in. she threw up.
then after a while i couldn't take it anymore
and collapsed on the floor.
sort of blacked out for a while.
damn scary la...
couldn't walk properly
which all the more makes me wonder wth am i still doing here in midd
i can't even run 4.2km properly
-shakes
i'm such a useless freak

after that
rested for a while
then had 10x150m
thankfully it wasn't as tiring
did my workout with jia ai
wanted to die halfway la
but I MADE IT! x)
so glad i managed to finish at least something :/
gonna ask miss lim soon..
nxt training or something

2004-10-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
*slacker
*disoriented
*slow
*laugh too much

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
*my own house
*my hp to be UNconfiscated
*my own internet access in my own comp
*this yr to be over soon

Name Four People That Know You the Best:
*jasmine (:
*charis
*wan ting
*(:

Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
*not wearing anything at all
*guy's underwear :/
*itchy stuff
*feathery clothes

Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
*you (:
*training tomorrow: UGH
*i wanna go out
*screw my life

Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
*went to school
*went to j8
*used computer
*watched tv

Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
*um. coke float
*chicken mcnuggets
*ham&cheese toast
*iced tea

Name Four Bands/Groups Most People Don't
Know You Like:
*um. eagles?
*metalicca?
*britney
*uhhh... dont know la.

Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
*water
*iced tea
*green tea
*coke

First Grade Teacher's Name?
*mrs lim kai mai (:

Last Words You Said:
* ok.

Last Song You Sang?
* WE ARE THE REASON (: by avalon

Last Thing You Laughed At?
*YONGS (: she said she rather GEORGE BUSH than SLY x)))

Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It?
* um... today (:

Last Time You Cried, Not Teared?
* yesterday

What's In Your CD Player?
*cds la. obvious what

What Color Socks Are You Wearing?
*wear socks... at home... riiiiight.

What's Under Your Bed?
*empty space. maybe the boogie man? EEKS no la.

What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
*5.50AM

Current Taste?
*um. my dinner.

Current Hair?
*let down

Current Clothes?
* oakley shirt and pirated nike shorts x)

Current Annoyance?
*jere's going on on how gd SLY is :/

Current Longing?
*NO TRAINING

Current Desktop Picture?
*this animated woman in some comp game. brother chose it not me.

Current Worry?
*SIGH.

Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex?
* HAIR! spiky, no less x) hahaha. um face?

Favorite Place To Be?
*orchard? school?

If You Could Play An Instrument?:
*SAXAPHONE! darn cool. i love drums though. but i wanna play it better (:

Favorite Color?
*BLACK (: white purple pink orange

How Tall Are You?
* whooping 168cm! :D

Current Favorite Word/Saying?
*HAHAHAHAHA.

Favorite Books?
* um. meg cabot!

Favorite Season?
* WINTER!

Favorite Day?
*weekends.

Where Would You Like To Go?
* PARIS :D

What Is Your Career Going To Be Like?
* peadiatrician (child doc), or surgeon or plastic surgeon

How Many Kids Do You Want?
* um. depends.

Favorite Car?
* ferarri ((:

A Random Lyric To End It All:
we are the reason
that He gave His life
we are the reason
that He suffered and died (:
doesn't jesus just rock? :D

2004-10-22T19:04:00.000+08:00

you are forever in my life
you see me through the seasons
cover me with your hand
and lead me in your righteousness

and i look to you
and i wait on you

i sing to you lord
a hymn of love
for your faithfulness to me
i'm carried in everlasting arms
you'll never let me go
through it all

"through it all"- hillsong united
-
gloriously
you saved me, you saved me
so miraculously
you made me brand new
you welcomed me
with open arms, open arms
unfailingly
your love is a river, so

i will praise you
i will praise you

i'll praise your name forever and a day
and i'll live for you into eternity
i'll praise your name forever and a day
and i'll live what i sing, what i say
what i'm learning every day

generously
you gave me, you gave me
marvelously
you made me, you made me
relentlessly
i'll follow, i'll follow
your majesty
breathtaking, so beautiful

"forever and a day"-hillsong united

2004-10-22T16:09:00.000+08:00

i wanna hold you high
and steal all your pain

prize giving ceremony today...
quite boring la. but ah well...
oh yes! we watched this video in sch
starring jacelyn tay and THOMAS ONG!
x) haven't seen him act for a long long time
ever since that firefly show with fann wong
i never saw him again ):
i loved to see him on tv when i was young la!
even my maid liked him :D
PHILIPINO MAID SOME MORE
hurr.

but anyway
i hated the show.
it was like about this girl
and how alot of guys were after her
so like they brought her to a club and got her drunk
and brought her to the toilet
and took turns to rape her
man i hated that scene the most la pls.
it was so... raw and heartless and downright cruel..
to think there are such sick men out there
who would rape little girls
IN TOILETS. :/
abit... disgusting la...
ugh. the thought gives me shivers.
and like the gang leader stabbed this boy
over and over again.
aghhhhh
everyone screamed in the drama studio la.
damn sick la :/
don't know wth the guy was thinking.

yay! the weekends are FINALLY here :D
after like what, 5 days. x)
haha lame.
hmm i think i'll go watch school of rock now :)
FREDDY JONES IS WAITING FOR ME x)

2004-10-21T19:32:00.000+08:00

A girl
and guy
were
speeding over
100
mph on the road...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on
yourself? Its bugging me...

(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a building
because of brake failure. 2 people were on it, but
only
1 survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the
guy realized that his brakes broke down, but
he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he
had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1
last time, then had her wear his helmet so that
she would live even though it meant that he would
die.

2004-10-21T18:29:00.000+08:00

i'm the one who wants to
be with you

grace ponned school today! :/
haha not fair -pouts.
anyway
we had the head prefect/monitor rally today
they were all quite gd la.
but it was rather obvious to tell who were the more popular ones (:
during recess charis and yijun were like jumping over chairs
yijun jumps super scarily.
it looks like she's gonna trip and bang into anything anytime
and charis kept shreiking out.
after recess we had this police talk
about this girl who got into a gang fight and ended up in jail for 3 years.
there was this one girl in another class who cried when she saw the show...
abit... i don't know. weird
-shrugs
after that... we had to practise our family dance and learn the line dance.
darn fun!
and i can assure you that LI MIJIE CANNOT DANCE :D
omg she was damnnnnn cute when she did the line dance la.
was laughing like crap at her (:
she's too cute already lah.
but i tell you dancing is fun!
with your friends, no less -beams.
oh yes
abby is so adorable :D
she forced me to sing the otelli edwards ad.
the uh oh uh oh uh oh telli edwards.
hahah! but thankfully she gave up

WENT FOR TRAINING!
man it was fun!
we played netball
and i like took advantage of my height and bullied lisatg! x)
during the whole training session she kept speaking in this philipino accent la.
lisa " i cooked Forridge for Pourty-Pour hours"
and alot of other retarded quotes la.
wa lao couldn't stop laughing. x)
did drills after then
then diagonals
then this stretching exercise.
whoa the stretches were killer on my back and hemstrings
i realised my back muscles are so weak!
i have to work out more on that. -nods.
shoots now i'm having muscle aches all over...
arghhhh
and there's training on sat! :/
BOO HOO HOO! -cries.

after training i went to macs with crystal!
she bought nuggets and mcflurry
there was this super fat and cute little girl
damn damn damn cute ok!!! -squeals.
kept looking at her
then shared a cab home with her since she lived to near me
poof i'm home!
(:
what an eventful day.
-claps.

2004-10-19T17:28:00.000+08:00

before the world began
you were on His mind
and every tear you've cried
is precious in His eyes
because of His great love
He gave His only son
everything was done
so you would come

nothing you can do
can make Him love you more
and nothing that you've done
can make Him close the door
because of His great love
He gave His only son
everything was done
so you would come

come to the father
though your gift is small
broken heart, broken lives
He will take them all
the power of the word
the power of His love
everything was done
so you would come

2004-10-19T17:14:00.000+08:00

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair
cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began
to work, they began to have a good conversation.
They talked about so many things and various
subjects. When they eventually touched on the
subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe
that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the
customer. "Well,
you just have to go out in the street to realize that
God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would
there be so many sick people? Would there be
abandoned children? If God existed, there would
be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a
loving a God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't
respond because he didn't want to start an
argument. The barber finished his job and the
customer left the shop.

Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man
in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an
untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt.

The customer turned back and entered the
barber shop again and he said to the
barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist."

"How can you say that?" asked the surprised
barber. "I am here, and I am a barber. And I just
worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't
exist because if they did, there would be no
people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards,
like that man outside.

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! " answered the
barber.
" What happens, is,people do not come
to me. "
"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That's
the point! God, too, DOES exist! What happens,
is, people don't go to Him and do not look for
Him. That's why there's so much pain and
suffering in the world."

2004-10-19T13:15:00.000+08:00

all the things she said
running through my head

it's raining
it's pouring
the old man
is snoring
he went to bed
and bumped his head
and couldn't wake up in the morning

hahaha.
it's raining now
rahh.
bored bored bored
which is why i'm blogging.
know how i spent my entire morning?
writing testimonials for almost everyone in my friendster account :/
like what the hell man.
too free already. -shakes.

talking to mel and phil on messenger now (:
they're both sweet little things
and i'm complaining to phil on what mel told me
and i just found out
really hate you-know-who
ok.. forgive, sam... forgive...
ah i shall pray for her la
hope it helps.

i think i'm going out with yunying tomorrow
to watch white chicks!
yes first time outing with her (:
my retarded church mate x)
man we had good times.
she was my best friend when i was primary one man!
haha.
ah well...
think we'll have a blast tomorrow (:
can't wait!

2004-10-19T08:40:00.000+08:00

above all power
above all kings

goodness.
this song is so cute
and meaningful (:

If I was a rainbow I'd show my colors for You
If I was a songbird I'd sing my song for You
And if You take the sun and the moon
Take away the stars at night
Your faithful Word will always be my light

Beautiful such a miracle
That You would give up Heaven just for me
All I wanna do is fall more in love with You
This world doesn't owe me anymore
And one thing that I do know for sure

2004-10-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

here i am so alone
and there's nothing in this world i can't do

pearl harbor is a sad show...
though it tried to film an unbiased version of the story
i still hated the japanese after that.
but they were smart, i had to admit...
but i'm glad the americans struck back.
one question though:
WHY DID JOSH HARTNETT HAVE TO DIEEEEEEE ):
boohoo -sobs.
i hated that part la.
i cried like shit
seesh ): so depressed.
and i think kate beckinsale's a slut.
she doesn't know who she loves man.
-sigh. but i wouldn't too if i were her x)
omg. did i just type that.... :/
hmmm. the arizona was the special ship in p.h
cos there were people still alive in it.
war history is damn interesting.
wonder why we're not learning about that
instead,
we have to learn about philosophies and religions in s.e.a, india and china.
wth.
seesh

2004-10-18T16:32:00.000+08:00

this world has nothing for me

yeah.
everyone thinks it's a joke.
they laugh at me.
ridicule me.
fine.
i'll prove it to you.
i'll prove iit to you GOOD.

2004-10-17T13:23:00.000+08:00

you make me wanna
call you in the middle of the night

friday
watched wimbledon with jas!
was darn good i tell you
i'm obsessed with tennis now x)
it was gooooood.
i wanna watch it again!
peter peter colt! -grins.
after the movie i realised i LOST MY WALLET
was about to cry man
then we went back to the theatre and i found it!!!
it was on the floor
tucked in the corner under the chair.
man i never treasured my wallet so much until then

saturday
couldn't go out with faith ):
mom wanted to bring me out instead.
sorry faith ):
anyway
bought nora robert's captivated
the bk which got charis so obsessed with.
it is darn sweet ok.
i love love love it (:
i know why charis loves it so much now.

today
had church.
mm ________ kept looking at _________
but _______ refused to believe?
anyway yunying kept saying he was looking at me
whatever la.
it's not true. :/
oh yes and i hate warheads when it's melted.
mak gave me one and it was all squishy and gooey :/
ack
but it was still quite ok la (:
haha. can't stand joel in my cell grp.
so irritating and he keeps cracking lame jokes.
call me mean but that's what i feel la.
so sue me.
marcus is the most retarded person i have EVER known
and he laughs at the word track and field just cos i'm in it
like, HUH?
:/ marcus you are one whackofied acsian man...
whahahha
my retarded one (:

2004-10-14T08:08:00.000+08:00

we were strangers
starting out on a journey

yesterday
went out with mom
had my hair cut SHORT!
:/ as in a little TOO short.
now i can't even tie it up!!!
aghhhhhhhh
i don't wanna go to school on friday with that haircut!

went to eat at ajisen ramen.
hmm it was ok lah.
then we rushed to taka to get my U2 jacket.
and they didn't have my size!
but they checked other outlets and reserved one for me
at plaza sing.
wheee! where we were going to watch vanity fair.
so i finally have a new jacket -beams.
vanity fair was nice.
reese witherspoon was good.
and so was her hubby (: in the show.
but in the end i kinda don't know what they're talking about?
-shrugs.

today
it's like, 8+ in the morning now
argh!
know why?!
cos of stupid piano i have to wake up so early.
i am so gonna screw up later on
haven't been practising :/
wish me luck man.
ciao

2004-10-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

TOOTSIE!((x

employer!((x

big boo!((x

take care!!!

faithyloveskwannie!(((:

/faithY

2004-10-12T18:35:00.000+08:00

did you ever know
that you're my hero

goodness
i have the weirdest neighbours.

first
they install security cameras
second
they have all their ah beng friends over for mahjong
and smoke until 1am in the morning.
third
they hang colourful flags of
red green yellow and white
ALL AROUND THEIR HOUSE
it seriously look like they're celebrating national day
only those kind of deco is used in HDB FLATS.
NOT PRIVATE HOUSES.
worse.
the flags have like writings on them.
for all you know
it may be some voodoo shit and all.

GET WHAT I MEAN?!
this is getting scary

2004-10-12T13:41:00.000+08:00

I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can't help the fact,
that everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you,
to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I am a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand, I do what I can, but sometimes I don't make sense
I am what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, for once just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got(got)

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

No
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I can't feel
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

2004-10-12T10:28:00.000+08:00

it's my life, it's now or never
i ain't gonna leave forever

FIRST DAY OF HOLIDAY!
whoohooo!
-cheers.
mm it's like 10.30 in the morning?
and i'm online already!
haha a miracle i even managed to get up so early!

and and AND!
i can taste again!
after like a day of torture of not being able to taste food
cos of my flu and all
i FINALLY tasted my breakfast!
wheeeee! x))
super high now.
think i'll go read the bible
will blog later on again!
sometime :D

2004-10-11T13:33:00.000+08:00

At my funeral
Who will show?
After they've been seated,
Will it be empty rows?

When the pastor speaks,
And my will read
My life into a speech,
What words would be said?

As my casket is passed
What will they think?
As they walk beside me
Will tears fall when they blink?

Looking down upon my body
Will anyone grasp my hand?
Will tearful words explode?
Or would they rather just quietly stand?

As the silence falls,
What memories will fill the room?
When my song is played,
Will they finally realise my eternal gloom?

Upon my burial,
Who will have the last word?
As I'm lowered down,
Will they forgive me for my hurt?

As the dirt falls
And my casket's covered,
Will my existance fade away?
Will anyone paint my memory in colour?

On my headstone,
What will it read?
Will it have beautiful flowers?
Or just covered in dead weeds?

At my funeral
When death has won,
Who will remember me
After it's all said and done?

2004-10-11T13:16:00.000+08:00

i can't stand to fly
i'm not that naive

i
hate
my
comp.
seriously.
it is so damn SCREWED UP.
anyway
never mind.
EOYS ARE OVER!!!
-jumps about.
yipeee!!!
allelujah!
praise the lord!

but i'm like sick now la.
great
when the eoys are over.
I FALL SICK.
-rolls eyes.
this is madness man...
plus messenger's not working.
so CRAP!
ugh
my com is soooooo screwed up!!!
:l I WANT IT REPLACED
-bangs head on table

RAHH
I AM DERANGED, SICK AND TIRED.
BAHH
I'M OFF TO BED.

2004-10-09T13:08:00.000+08:00

hey sam!!! it's me!!! tella. so have you started reading the teen idol book? remember to lend it to me once your done. oh yes. be prepared to treat me to lunch, cos i am absolutely sure that i will not get 260. so where you gonna bring me to? decided yet? as long as it's not mcdonalds, i'm happy. have you written in the notebook yet? i just realised how many notebooks i have. i probably won't even use the 4 notebooks. but they're just so nice! can't stop looking at them. ok. whatever. gotta go now. seeya before you get your results back[unless you aren't grounded :P]! love ya loads! -tella

2004-10-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

Tears flying
Soul crying
Life dying
This is me.

Dreams breaking
Heart aching
Laughs faking
Let it be.

Not admired
Body tired
Mind wired
Stop the agony.

Love yearning
Spirit burning
Nerves turning
Losing mentality.

Time lasting
Fear masking
Hope passing
This is me....

This is me,
Dying lonely.

2004-10-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

I've yearned for peace to my wit's end
One final note for one final sin
My pencil burns through my papers
My last goodbyes to family and neighbors

My soul screams for one more chance
Don't do it...your life must have some relevance
Uncontrollable tears pour from my eyesI
want to quit, myself i despise

Forcing unwanted smiles day in and out
No more drive or hunger, my pain is devout
I only have myself to blame
My despair controlls me, it can't be tamed

No one notices my cries for help
I open my mouth, but no one hears my yells
The more i try, the further my regression
I can't escape this state of depression

A soul that was once happy and free
Feels trapped inside a box of misery
Darkness falls, the walls cave in
Death is the only solution my mind will comprehend

Memories suddenly flutter my mind
I wish i could rewind the hands of time
But lingering above, there's only one solution
There's only one way to defeat my confusion

My mind says my time here is due
Nothing to fight for, nothing to lose
Time to leave behind the tears
Time to avoid my ultimate fears

I regret the times i've wasted
My appologies for all the lives i've complicated
To those i've hurt, i beg forgiveness
To those i've loved, i wish smiles infiniteness

Don't shed any tears for me
Now my soul can finally fly free
Please remember me with fun and laughter
As i now end my "happily ever after".

2004-10-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

bulidings with a hundred floors
swinging on revolving doors

i just got back from my outing with christel!
:D aka the ROCK.
and man it was TONS of fun!
we went to taka.
and my uncle gave us $25 each
to spend on anything we wanted.
so nice right! x)
we went to kinokuniya
and meg cabot has a new bk called teen idol!!!
i bought it x)
but it cost $26.20 la.
i spent like $1.20 on the book. x)
and my cousin rocks la k.
she bought like these 4 notebooks
with really cool designs on it.
and she had extra money so she used her money to buy me one.
SO SWEET OF HER x)
haha

next we went to this indonesian retaurant to eat.
it was ok lah.
but the sofa was like stained with BLOOD. :l
someone OBVIOUSLY did not wear her -ahem- properly
eeks.
anyway halfway during dinner my laughing gas worked up.
and i kept laughing over little stuff.
retarded la.

we went down the basement and like heard LEAN BACK for like the third time!
haha
darn cool
christel was annoyed with the song.
but i love it :D
we had gelato [italian ice cream] for desert.
yumyum. x)
rasberry sherbert rocks (:

wheee
darn happy today x)
and gonna see her this sunday again.
she's coming to my church! :D
YAY!
mm

i miss you ):

2004-10-08T16:26:00.000+08:00

I KNEW I LOVE YOO BEFORE I MET YOO;
BIG BOO!!!!!!!!!(:

thanks for being there
whenever
i needed yoo
your presence means
alot to me;
cauz i know tt i have
someone hu is always there
for me.
thank yoo!
iloveyoo;dearly
[wongy too!! (x]

/faith(:

2004-10-08T14:42:00.000+08:00

i'm sinking slowly
so hurry hold me

higher chinese was total crap ok.
i was practically guessing my way through the paper.
sighh
they didn't test anything on the textbooks la!
it was all ke4 wai4.
pfft.
darn pissed now

anyway during art
i totally whacked my way also.
hah!
i drew crap
though diana hole kept saying it was cool.
but it isn't la. :D
OH YES
haha i was like torturing her today
by saying sick stuff from cindy's gross romance novels.
and mentioning to diana all the sick sick sick stuff
and she kept screaming and shouting.
was damnnnn amusing.
i enjoy torturing her la -laughs sadistically.

after art wan ting and i went to the dnt room to finish up my lamp project.
whoa spent like one and a half hours there la.
cos all my lamp parts were missing ):
and mr ng is hilarious i tell you
he made wan ting and i hyperventilate thousands of times.
darn darn funny
i nearly died laughing.
he was like doing something for a girl
called gong hua
but i didn't know her name
only that it started with a gong
and so when he asked me for her name
i said gong something
then later he called her
and he's like "girl ah! uh.. you! the gong-something one."
WA LAO
(slaps face) sorry cursed again.
I LAUGHED UNTIL I GOT STOMACH ACHE LA.
hahaha -tears.
until now i can't stop laughing.
to think he'd be that retarded to actually say that!
hahahahahahahhahahahah
hahahahahahahahahahaha

abby;
i saw you today!!!
you came to look for me! x)
and you spanked my butt. :D
hah!
i love you my peanut butter and jelleh sistaaa (:
-hugs.

faith;
let me tell you again.
NEVER
i mean NEVER
let those people get you down.
they're not worth it.
concentrate on the things that make you happy.
like friends, family,
wongy x)
really
it pains me to see you so upset about it.
): cheer up alright my dear.
you mean lots to me -hugs.

MONDAY THERE'S DNT AND CHINESE LIT.
HONESTLY
TELL ME
WHO THINKS I WILL STUDY?
RAISE YOUR HAND.
-looks around.

ciao
gonna enjoy the weekends

2004-10-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

-SCREAMS.
PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY OTTERS!!!!!!!!!
:D
HERE

2004-10-07T19:03:00.000+08:00

love me love me
say that you love me

aloha!
hahah
i am blogging just for CHARIS.
-looks at charis.
:D anyway
i have a music player!!!
wheeeee.
hahahaha.
darn happy
i feel like some DJ

oh yes
one more thing.
i love my peanut butter jelly sistaaa
abby loh x)

2004-10-07T10:47:00.000+08:00

get out leave right now
it's the end of you and me

had lit paper today.
was ok lah.
didn't know what the unseen prose was talking about
so i did the poem about a DOG.
heard that?
DOG.
-rolls. soooo spastic can.
i wrote a load of crap.
hopefully the teacher won't think it's crap la :D

as for sing to the dawn.
uhhh i just sort of tried my best la.
but the merchant of venice was the easiest.
don't know if i'll do well though.
hah! but will pass la (:
I HOPE. -gulps.

rahh
all the way from the school bus stop to home
this erica girl [not sure of her name]
lived damn near me la!
she seemed to frightened of me man.
kept walking so fast when i was behind her.
she kinda pissed me off last time
cos she scolded charis something.
so i guess there's some bad blood between her and me.
and am i that intimidating?!
nahh don't think so.
argh i hope i dont see her again. :l

poo!
my brother's watching the mama mia musical today.
his friend had free tickets so he asked me brother along.
NOT FAIR! -pouts.
mm why does he always get the fun stuff.
while i'll be at home mugging my ass off.

oh yes
changed my tuition time from night to afternoon
at 3.30 pm! x)
then i'll have time to do stuff at night!
wheee!
hahaha.
darn happy :D:D:D

aye!
talking to adele now.
for sec ones mgs doesn't have lit papers!!!
do you know how bloody unfair that is?!
-pouts. hrmph.
some people have all the luck.

2004-10-06T16:12:00.000+08:00

Peanut Butter and Jelly
Written By: Unknown
Copyright Unknown
First you take the peanuts
And you crunch 'em,You crunch 'em
First you take the peanuts
And you crunch 'em,You crunch 'em
For your peanut, peanut butter
And jelly
Peanut, peanut butter
And jelly

Then you take the grapes
And you squish 'em,
You squish 'em
Then you take the grapes
And you squish 'em,You squish 'em
For your peanut, peanut butter
And jelly
Peanut, peanut butter
And jelly

Then you take the bread
And you spread it,You spread it
Then you take the bread
And you spread it,You spread it
For your peanut, peanut butter
And jelly
Peanut, peanut butter
And jelly

Then you take your sandwich
And you eat it,You eat it
Then you take your sandwich
And you eat it,You eat it

'Cause its good, peanut butter
And jelly
Good, peanut butter
And jelly

First you take the peanuts
And you crunch 'em,

Then you take the grapes
And you squish 'em,

Then you take the bread
And you spread it,

Then you take your sandwich
And you eat it

'Cause its good, peanut butter
And jelly
Good, peanut butter
And jelly!

2004-10-06T15:57:00.000+08:00

on the way down
i almost fell right through

YAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE A PET ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!
shared with abbbbbyyyyyyyy. -beams. :D
and its name is
...
PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha!
oooh la la i love the name!
and i love love LOVE! the cartoon!
-does the noodle dance.
hahaha!
whooo abby's got me highhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x)

OH YES
ABBY AND MINE'S X)
CLICK HERE
FOR PEANUT BETTER AND JELLY TIME!!!!

2004-10-06T14:32:00.000+08:00

do you see me?
floating above your head

ack!
history was preeeety ok.
except for mapwork.
l:totally cannot make it.
-shakes head.

and i totally did not see the leave THREE BLANK LINES AFTER EVERY QUESTION
on the cover page of english paper 2.
i finished my paper WITHOUT 3 LINES
and like lie on my table, fidget here fidget there
then i STARED at the paper.
and i read the instructions for fun.
and whoa i said shit out loud when i read the LEAVE 3 BLANK LINES
then i rewrote EVERYTHING.
madness i tell you.
and the invigilator looks weird.
his head seems too big for his body. -shrugs.

gonna postpone tuition from tonight to tomorrow night.
cos tomorrow's not chinese.
it's LIT.
wish me luck man.
i haven't finished reading the merchant of venice la.
how am i going to get the 10 marks for that sect. man!!!!!
-pulls hair.

haha yanghuichun cracks me up
she's totally freaking out over buying a 30 cent pen.
hahaha!
:D god i love that mad woman

OH YES
BREAKING NEWS
ORLANDO BLOOM
IS ENGAGED TO
KATE BOSWORTH!!!!!
-SULKS.
noooooo!!!!!
total nightmare!!!!!!!!!
he's mine!!!!!!!!!!!!1
-glares at kate.
you slut you.

oh yes
manda's helping me with my temp. (:
hope she's ok with it :D
bring it on babeh!

2004-10-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

you wanna know more, more
more about me?

as yang hui chun puts it:
"I AM UP TO MY EYEBALLS"

seriously!
i've been studying all afternoon and it's already 9.06pm!
and i'm still cramming on MAPWORK!
i swear i hate historians.
i really wonder how they can be so free to research on the past.
what's more it's already PASSED!
what do you wanna know about it?!
it's useless!!!! -pulls hair.

notes:
-dutch controlled most of the trade
-able to control trade because they occupied many areas in the Archipelago including Melaka and Java.
-dutch did not want any other European power to have a share in the Archpelago trade
-did not allow the British or any other European ships to trade at any Dutch-controlled ports. (except Batavia in Java)
-dutch enjoyed a trade on MONOPOLY.

LOOK AT ME.
DO I CARE?????????????????
-points vigorously to the top.
but
in order to do well
in order to survive in this stupid country governed by lee hsein long
i have to learn it.
BLEH.
i hate my life.

2004-10-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

and i love to sing sweet songs to you
because you are so dear

rahh!
sci was crap today.
hate ittttt :
physics esp.
ah!
history tomorrow. :
DIE
-gulps.

aye don't feel like blogging.
just wanna say that CHARIS THINKS I'M HOT. X)
-goes wild.
whoohoo!
i love my nehnehpok charis :D

2004-10-04T15:15:00.000+08:00

out of the darkness and into the sun
but i won't forget all the ones that i love

today i'm darn unlucky.
first
i think i wrote out of point for my compo.
second
the freaking math paper one was so diff.
i didn't even complete.
and wth is an index notation and distributive law?????
wait
scratch that.
i don't wanna know. -rolls.
but luckily paper 2 wasn't as bad la. (:
that was the ONLY good thing
third
i broke my promise about not going to macs to eat ever again.
cos i ate there just now |:
and i left my nike water bottle there!!!!!
didn't realise untile i got off bus 86 on my way home |:
FOURTH
i nearly got bird shitted if i didn't see the bloody bird fly past me
and waited for it to fly past.
argh!

oh yeah.
to annoy:
seriously just leave your name there
since you hate me so much.
and yay! i'm despo!
whoohoo!

2004-10-02T18:55:00.000+08:00

you feel like heaven to touch
i wanna hold you so much

aghhh
studied the whole day today
my brain is going to explode from overload of information
stressed out like shit now.
and i am going to flunk math big time. |:
ACKKKKK.
how much do i hate math?
THIS MUCH.

anyway just got back from tuition.
i don't think i'll join next yr.
i got an E in like handing in my work?
haha!
cos i don't. -grins.
and it pulled down my overall
which was a C.
haha!
darn hilarious.
weili and hannah threw theirs in the rubbish bin
whoa.

interior angle of a polygon:
(n2-4)x90degrees

haha can't get it out of my head
math math math.
I CAN'T WAIT.
whoohoo.

doh!
zhangwuji is on now.
wahahahhah
i'm going to catch abit of it!
tata for now peeps.

2004-10-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
-
i MELT everytime i hear this song (:
it speaks so much.
the words are so simple
yet they hit the nail on the head.

i love you (:

2004-10-01T18:15:00.000+08:00

as we go on we remember
all the times we had together

I
WANT
A
PET
ROCK.
-nods.

i'll name it rocky
and i'll feed it everyday.
i'll take good loving care of it
and make sure it never goes hungry.
I WANT A PET ROCK!!!
x)

2004-10-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

can't you see that i want you
by the way i push you away

i am beginning to hate acsians.
SERIOUSLY.
-rolls eyes.

2004-10-01T14:28:00.000+08:00

your love is amazing
steady and unchanging
your love is a moutain
firm beneath my feet

yesterday
ponned sch TO STUDY.
i woke up darn early to start work ok.
so proud of myself -beams.
but i still have alot of work to do la. |:
SADLY.
nat came over.
i'm like so much taller than her alr man...
and she's j2! haha x)
brother ponned sch too.
and he was high yesterday
whenever i said go and die
he'll come and kill me.
during lunch i watched harry potter and the sorcerer's stone.
OH YES
I HAVE RONALD SUSILO'S AUTOGRAPH!
YAYYYYY! x)
i was so so so so so so so so so happy man.
:D made my day.
wheee! x)

today
hailed a cab home.
had to bring all our textbooks home
so i had this huge load to bring back home
and no way was i going to take a bus carrying all that.
so yeah la.
and the taxi driver kept asking me which way i wanted to take
like the ave. 5 or highway or what.
and i'm like erm highway
(JUST GET ME HOME)
yeah la.
and i sat with pei xuan today!
didn't know she was so retarded too x)
she kept cracking me up
and her handwriting is oh so cute (:
she's damn funny la. x)
and i told her that if the kaya bun wasn't nice
then i'll smear it on her face for facial
and she kept like moving away from me after that.
hahahaha darn cute !!!
talking to sab now.
my jedi master -grins.
oh how i miss her so! ((:
ok i gotta go get mugging now.
and monday's math paper. |:
my worst subject.
how am i ever going to survive man.
god please help me.

2004-09-30T18:11:00.000+08:00

true to your heart
boo!!
i invaded again
haha..
hope yoo dont mind...
and your words are NOT
words of wisdom..haha
but i will listen..haha
iloveyoo!((:

takkaire and all the best!!!

loveyoo DUO DUO!!((:

/small boo(:

2004-09-29T18:34:00.000+08:00

put them together and what do you get?
bipeedeee bopidee boo!

changed my blog pic! x)
ashlee simpson, no less (:
hahaha!
and thanks jules for cropting my pic! :D
it was darn bloody big at first la.
then my wife cropted it for me ((:
oh!
and she invented a DRACULA SMILEY for us
:E
hahaha!
it's the fangs.
so cute right!
never thought of it that way
and :% is a smiley with pimples.
the two dots are the pimples
and the slanted dash is the mouth!
ingenious isn't she?!
hahaha!
and!
:B is a buck tooth smiley!
but christel already discovered it first.
so nyeh nyeh.
haha. x)

argh
tuition at 730 pm.
i nearly fell asleep the other time pls.
i kept excusing myself to the washroom
to splash my face with water
if not i will totally doze off.
bleah.

off to dinner.
can't wait for this to be over. |:

2004-09-29T15:40:00.000+08:00

who is that girl i see?
staring straight back at me

man
today
we had to present our music project.
the one where we last min. did it.
haha!
we're like the only group who
didn't make it colourful and spectacular
just plain and PROFESSIONAL. -nods.
hahaha :D
who am i kidding.
anyway we had to present this short excerpt from mulan la.
then it's like anyhow whack can.
man and grace sang SO HIGH!!!
whoa. haha x) nevertheless well done la
and charis looks damn amusing with a stick horse x)
and during like pw and recess i STUDIED!
:D so proud of myself. -beams.
hahaha. and now i can't stop studying!
it seems fun. EXCEPT MATH.
-shakes head.
wong gave us past papers to do.
and like i can't even do the first question la.
-rolls. fine. demoralise me.
AGAIN.
nevermind!
i can handle it.

after school ying teng and i went to 7-11 to eat.
and amanda said we could go into macs and eat cos she bought macs stuff.
but then this stupid old hag told us off in front of everyone
saying that we shouldn't be eating outside food inside macs
bla bla bla
yada yada yada.
all that crap.
ugh.
i am not buying food from macs ANYMORE.

faith;
haha!
i love you too!
thanks for blogging yes?
and your wong is a nice guy la (:
relax. :D

anyway jere and max are being retarded again.
AS USUAL. :D

2004-09-29T15:25:00.000+08:00

BOO!
invaded(:
iloveyoo!!!

/small boo(:

2004-09-28T17:20:00.000+08:00

this love has taken it's toll on me
she said goodbye. too many times before

doing the damn musicals project now.
cindy was at my house just now.
she was like freaking me out like mad la.
she kept telling me ghostly stuff.
-shudders
ok change of subject.

finally spoken to faith's wong. x)
he's quite ok i guess?
since she keeps going on on how perfect he is :D
hahaha
but nevertheless
she has good taste. -nods.
ah
ok
i better be off to work
with the damn musicals.
toodles!

2004-09-27T14:51:00.000+08:00

dancing bears, painted wings.
things i almost remember

if music be the food of love, play on,
give me excess of it, that, surfeiting,
the appetite may sicken, and so die.
that strain again, it had a dying fall;
o, it came o'er my ear like the sweet sound
that breathes upon a bank of violets,
stealing and giving ordour. enough, no more;
'tis not so sweet now as it was before.
-orsino, twelfth night, act 1 scene 1

beautiful, isn't it? (:
how does shakespeare do it?
-shakes head.
i have no idea...

watched vertical limit last night.
it was so cool man!
i wish i knew how to climb a mountain.
but i hate the part where the evil guy used the dead guy's blood to mark the spot where they were hidden.
darn sick.
oh yeah
i'm allergic to something!
got spots all over my upper thighs.
ewwww. -makes a face.
then went to the doctor.
whoa he asked me if i needed an mc la!
but mom said no.
mm i should have said yes -nods. |:

mr foo is mean.
i know my art sucks
but you don't have to use two of my pieces on the same day
and say it's horrid right?
i know he was being polite when he said
this peice of art in very interesting
but she wouldn't get very high marks.
-rolls.
whatever lor.
demoralise me!
fine.

FINALLY starting to revise my work.
ugh i hate myself sometimes.
can't wait for the next two weeks to be over.
then it's play play play! -dances around.
wheeee! x)

mm what other shakespeare quotes are there?
ooh!
here's one:
but soft! what light through yonder window breaks?
it is the east, and juliet is the sun!
...her eyes in heaven
would throught they airy region stream so bright
that birds would sing and think it were not night.

-squeals.
I LOVE SHAKESPEARE
I LOVE SHAKESPEARE
I LOVE SHAKESPEARE
I LOVE SHAKESPEARE
I LOVE SHAKESPEARE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-09-26T14:14:00.000+08:00

made a mistake
when i let you go baby

yesterday
went to yishun mrt to meet charis to do project
she was like half an hour late?
haha but nvm.
we went to woodlands found some shit
on musicals.
and then we went to borrow books!
she made me borrow this lurlene mcdaniel book
and the words were so huge!
like some pri sch book.
anyway she wanted to see me cry that's why she asked me to read.
charis can't snort!
so bloody cute when she tried to snort
hahahahah!
i laughed until i got a headache
while we were walking in causeway point i started feeling nauseous.
then charis took her remedy: frozen strawberries!
from mos burger.
it was darn nice ok. -smacks lips.
3 for $1. -beams. :D

went for tuition.
the test was so diff la.
but weili and i were exchanging ans all the while.
ahhha think the teacher knew.

don moen rocks (:
however i thought the purpose of putting up the concert was all wrong
since they focused alot on us donating money to the salvation army
cos they needed funds for the needy.
i mean it's depressing and all that they are in this state la
but you don't have to make it so obvious.
but it was a good concert.
the songs were very meaningful (:

today
had church!
darn fun.
during sermon i did something to yunying la
really gross so i'm not going to say.
all i have to say is my fingers were full of mucas |:
so disgusting!!! -makes a face.
and during bible study
bill kept dissing people
so mei hsin made him read romans 12 :10 everytime he did that
he repeated it like 4-5 times i think?
hahah was so amusing.
anyway i can't stand that ______
wish he wasn't in my cell group.
argh! go away! -shoos.

OH YAH.
STUPID MARCUS.
took my template and use it for his own
what's more he copyrighted his lah!
say it's his own.
pfft!
haha but
he's my fellow RETARD.
so he's forgiven la. (:
hahaha hear that marcus?!
YOU ARE FORGIVEN. :D

wheets!
today's entry is bloody long i daresay?
-claps. applaud for kwan please! x)

2004-09-24T17:24:00.000+08:00

outrageous
when i move my body

back from piano!
had nothing to do so i blogged.
anyways ms soon's so cool!
since she's from sn and all.
we talked about saint nicks
and stuff
darn fun!
in the end we talked and talked until there was only 5 mins left for practise.
so fun!
wheee!
haha

on my way back
my new neighbour
is
so
weird.
they installed security cameras outside their house.
i mean like
come on la,
it's not a bungalow
or some mansion.
it's a terrace and we all look identical.
why the hell would you install a security camera?!
and they placed like artefacts outside the doorstep la.
the combination's so weird.

whee!
it's parteh time!
actually it isn't la.
since exams are around the corner and shit.
UGH!
can't wait for it to be over.

2004-09-24T14:50:00.000+08:00

if love is a crime
i'd do my time

she acted like nothing happened.
she acted like she didn't say anything
about anyone.
she acted like our friend.
ugh whatever lor.
i treated her different today.
didn't talk to her as much
avoided her as much as possible.

anyway
during c lit our class sort of had this laughing gas
first olivia started laughing at whatever i did.
as in she finds it amusing even when i look at my textbook
and then cherry and i were tearing paper
and she started laughing.
she laughed until she CRIED la
tears were rolling down her cheeks
then sinyee and yingteng started laughing
then chuwen started laughing!
wth?
then i started laughing lah.
man it's damn weird.
seesh.
oh yeah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER!

to my rah, little tigress
i love the three little pigs too
-beams.
and you're the big bad wolf!
hahaha!

2004-09-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They're really saying I love you.

I hear babies crying, I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll never know
And I think to myself what a wonderful world

HAHAHA.
YEAH RIGHT.
IN THIS WORLD
NOTHING'S SO WONDERFUL AND PRETTY
AND PERFECT.
LOUIS ARMSTRONG'S JUST DELUDING HIMSELF.
IN THIS LIFE
IN THIS WORLD
EVERYONE BACKSTABS
EVERYONE ARE HYPOCRITES.
NOTHING IS PERFECT.
I KNOW.
I HAD A FIRST HAND EXP.
WITH A FELLOW "FRIEND".

2004-09-23T16:41:00.000+08:00

when the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes

just got back from chem remedial
everyone had to stay back so.
hahaha.
anyway
i just realised i've been studying the wrong chapt.s for my chi test!
wth?!?!?
ughhhh!!!!!!
anyway i can't be bothered anymore la.
so sick and tired.
anyway during lunch
everyone was trying to copy the carlsberg ad
where we blew into bottles.
and man it was so weird.
everyone said mine sounded like an owl hooting.
bahh so retarded.

SAY OOH
LALA
HUIMIN!
YOUR FAVOURITE PHRASE!
HWAHAHHAA
AND!
YOU HAVE A _________.
hahahahahhaahhahaha!
i finally blogged about you yes?
-nods. agree!
-beams.

2004-09-22T16:14:00.000+08:00

i like the way you're making me move
i like the way you're making me wait

i'm popeye the sailor man [toot toot!]
i lived in the garbage can [toot toot!]
i open the door
and she she on the floor
i'm popeye the sailor man!

oh goodness!
how can anyone create such a highly retarded song man!!!
was laughing till i cried when sinyee and cherry sang it.
oh gosh i'm still tearing.
-laughs.

anyway
had our lit play act today
man it was so impromptu.
when it was our turn
i completely forgot what my lines were
apparantly so did everyone else in my group.
there were many a times when we just stood there
when no one said a word.
quite awkward and strange
bahh it's over la.
glad i'm done with it.
poo know how much i hate acting?
THIS much.
cindy's group was so cool man.
they didn't even prepare a script but they did really well
wanting was hitler
charis was the HEAD PREFECT
cindy was this famous historian who was against males
and grace was juliet
and bestlyn was romeo.
like wth??
hahaha darn funny
sushi didn't like it though
she thought it was too messy and chaotic.
whatever!

had our chinese ting xie test.
mm was ok lah
and cindy smudged her paper with red paint on her arm
since she got 'slashed' by hitler during the play.
haha her reaction was so retarded. -beams.

mom's still sick.
she watched a cartoon with me during lunch!
something disney's recess whats-it.
darn nice!
and they taught some values on how
parents often asked their children to be more like other children
and man did it take the words out of my mouth.
i was like looking at my mom
then she went "huh? what i do?"
she CLEARLY feels guilty.
but i'm not saying anything! -sings.

ok i have tuition tonight.
and i haven't done my homework.
rahh!.
plus chinese test coming up.
ahhhh!

oh yeah
i just remembered
i performed on this pl musical play once
called the great i am
and now i'm like addicted to the song! x)
whee the gd ol' days.

2004-09-21T20:11:00.000+08:00

i can't pretend that you're only my friend
when you're holding my body tight

i passed my piano practical!
whoohoo!
praise the Lord man!
-claps.
:D lalala.
i failed scales and sight reading though.
but aural surprisingly scraped a pass!
and my peices were a ok!
25 27 27! whee!
man i misread the examiner!
he kept giving me this "man, how much more stupider can you get?" look.
but he's a nice lovely man!
hahahah!

eh crap.
i hate e lit.
i hate sushila.
for the zeep play we have to memorise our lines?
wth???
and i'm sick
no one told me the script.
i have no idea what's going on.
and they expect me to memorise it?
HUH?????
-shakes head
i so hate my life sometimes.
to top it all off,
i have stupid ting xie test tomorrow
which i'm mugging for right now
and there's a hmt test this friday.
AND
exams are around the corner.
god, please save me.

2004-09-21T09:50:00.000+08:00

i can't stop this feeling
deep inside of me

yesterday
during recess ada was so sick man.
cos i was in class with like grace and tiak hui and celery and jieyi
not many people
so she went up to me
ada: sam kwan! no one wants to go recess with you? aww poor thing. wanna join us not? i'll give you a ( spanks butt ) spanking good time. (winks)
me: ADAAAAA! SICK KNOW YOU!
damn sick la she!
hahah but she ALWAYS cracks me up
x)

today
sick again!
but this time mom's sick with me too.
so she's got an mc and is sleeping soundly now.
as for me?
well i got up just to do the freaking musical ppt.
cos it's due TOMORROW!
and since charis and cindy have more supposedly pressing matters to attend to,
they left gracie and me with all the work.
thanks alot, charis and cindy.
ah well
what are friends for man.
lalala..
no one's online.
rahhhhh!
can't stand being sick.
aching all over.

2004-09-20T14:42:00.000+08:00

stand up
stand up for jesus

haven't been blogging
cos i don't have the time to use the com
anyway shall blog about weekends.

sat
fell sick!
but still went for tuition.
pfft.
mom got sick too.
boo hoo ):
watched a show called plunkett and machleane.
darn nice
cos liv tyler was in it. x)
haha but the storyline was great.
i wanna watch it again!!!

sun
went for church!
bloddy hell it was so retarded.
jane knocked her head on the staircase
then 3 seconds later she said "wa kao"
hahahahah!
so slow.
hahahaha couldn't stop laughing man.
i was having the fits.
but bible study was ok la.
just that jane kept doing retarded things to make me laugh.
which made me burst into fits

2004-09-17T16:26:00.000+08:00

you know what?
SCREW YOU LA.

2004-09-17T14:41:00.000+08:00

with a taste of your lips
i'm on a ride

was so bored.
i changed my blog picture.
and made another blog for some other purposes.
haha.
and i never realised cheryl was so spastic!
HAHAHAHAHA. :D

2004-09-17T10:19:00.000+08:00

all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending

is it wrong?
to feel this way?
i don't know.
i have to stop this.
i can't carry on anymore.
it's killing me.

2004-09-17T09:00:00.000+08:00

i'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams

i'm SICK today.
sore throat and fever.
went to the doctor's just now.
gave me a whole lot of medicine.
ahhhhh
i hate being sick! |:
but now it's like damn boring.
cos sooo little people are online.
talking to nette so it lightens things up (:

oh damn
i just realised
i studied for my chem test last night!
and now i can't take the test.
i mean
it's good la -winks.
but then i studied for nothing!!! -groans.
stupid me.
ah well
nothing else to blog.
today's basically boring la k.
since i can't see all my friends in sch.
CHARIS, CINDY,grace, cherry, sin yee, and huimin. )):
ahhhhh
hahah.
ah well
will blog later

2004-09-16T17:16:00.000+08:00

1985

Woohoo
Woohoo

Debbie just hit the wall
she didn’t have it all
one Prozac a day
husbands a CPA
her dreams went out the door
when she turned twenty four
only been with one man
what happen to her plan?

She was gonna be an actress
she was gonna be a star
she was gonna shake her ass
on the hood of white snake’s car
her yellow SUV is now the enemy
looks at her average life
and nothing has been alright

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
but she still preoccupies
with 19, 19, 1985

Woohoo
(1985)
Woohoo

She’s seen all the classics
she knows every line
Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink
even Saint Elmo’s Fire
she rocked out to wham
not a big Limp Biscuit fan
thought she’d get a hand
on a member of Duran Duran

Where’s the mini-skirt made of snake skin
and who’s the other guy singing in Van Halen
when did reality become T.V.
what ever happen to sitcoms, game shows
(on the radio there was)

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
but she still preoccupies
with 19, 19, 1985

Woohoo

She hates time make it stop
when did Motley Crew become classic rock?
And when did Ozzy become an actor?
Please make this stop
Stop!
And bring back

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
but she still preoccupies
with 1985

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
but she still preoccupies
with 19, 19, 1985

2004-09-16T14:28:00.000+08:00

baby stop you're surrounded
by my love all around you

just got home!
got a lift home from dora's mom (:
anyway today during cme lesson
doris tan brought us to the com lab
and everyone started signing in to msn!
haha was damn funny.
then we started shouting each other's email add
and asking who's charlie_123456789_0@hm??/
hahaha
and she knows la.
but she didn't mind
sometimes she's damn nice
but sometimes she's rotten bad.

don't understand why my family wants to have prayer time
everyday at 10pm.
i mean it's good that they want a bond linkage la.
but i really don't think it's necessary for us to have prayer time EVERYDAY.
once a week or even every fortnight would be fine.
but everyday?

oh yeah
before i forget.
olivia loves the name superfly.
HAHAHAHAHA.
so funny and amusing.

2004-09-15T15:13:00.000+08:00

if loving you with all my heart's a crime
then i'm guilty

had compo trial test today.
stupid lah.
anyway shared a cab home with crystal and her friend alyssa.
the taxi driver was so cool ok!
he's from acs and like all the guys in his family are from acs as well
so cool la!
hahah he was damn friendly.
but quite lame sometimes.
haha who cares???
an acsian is driving me! hahaha!
anyway he says his son what got alot of sn girls like him and crap.
like whatever?
haha nvm la.
acsian remember!
lalalaaaaaaaa
acsians seem to dominate the world.
-scratches head.
which is kinda weird.
hah! ah well
ac rocks what can i say (:

2004-09-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

cos you bring out the best in me
like no one else can do

OH YEAH
I FORGOT TO ADD.
thankfully chewhuimin reminded me.
sin yee, joanne, huimin and me told ghost stories today
and when joanne or sinyee told the stories
i used huimin's singapore flag
and waved it and waved it.
hahaha.
talk about patriotic.
x)
it was fun la.
sighh.
relaly gonna miss 1 grace.
though i always say i hate this class
but sometimes
my friends really make a big difference in my life.
they're a part of me (:
sigh.
-tears.
bahhh!

2004-09-14T15:33:00.000+08:00

get on up when you're down
baby take a good look around

today was like totally bezerk and fun!
mr wong decided to un-deduct the marks whereby we didn't add the statements.
which he normally doesn't deduct on other tests.
yeah so i get 3 extra marks!!! -cheers.

oh yeah a PIDGEON flew into our classrooms during recess
and everyone was like screaming their heads off
i was of no exception la.
i tried to get the bird down from the transparancy screen using a broom
but the bird just flew up abit then landed back down.
then i screamed.
ahaha it so was stupid...
we caused such a riot that the sec 4 teachers came down and speculated what was happening...
in the end at history we took matters into our own hands la.
and caught the bird and put it in a cage.
hahaha and miss keh told us to be calm.
but when the pidgeon flew to her leg she jumped up and ran to a corner.

after school went to 7-11 to eat cup noodles with cindy, ris and wan
was tons of fun (:

know what?!
our exams are 2 and a half weeks away!!!
wth?! and they haven't even distributed the exam time table yet!
what madness is this?!
i want my lawyer!

2004-09-13T16:24:00.000+08:00

we did it all
for the glory of love (:

Die For Love

I sit in the park where I dwell,

For this boy I love so well.

He took my heart away from me,

Now he wants to set me free.

I see a girl on his lap,

He says things to her he never said to me.

I ran home to cry on my bed,

Not a word to mother was said.

Father came home late that night,

He looked at me from left to right.

He saw me hanging from a rope,

He took his knife to cut me down.

And on my dress a note was found:

Dig my grave, Dig it deep.

Dig my grave, From head to feet.

And on the top place a dove.

And remember this, I died for love.

2004-09-13T16:17:00.000+08:00

i am seeing in me now
the things you swore
you saw yourself

yay!
i got the music player!
all thanks to manda! ((:
thanks mandaaaaa!
-hugs.
love you sweets!

2004-09-13T15:00:00.000+08:00

cos perfect
didn't feel so perfect

man
i'm catching the a cinderella story craze now... |:
-gulps.
CHAD!!!!!!!!!!! -screams. :D
hahaha
anyway
i got my math test back
for the first time ever i did quite well!
hahaha
25.5/35
well it's good to me la
since i always scrape a pass or worse, FAIL. |:
so yeah (:

today's pe was so fun!
we had a treasure hunt.
and wanting, pin fang, sin yee and i were like hunting like mad
we were like one of the last la.
haha cos we didn't wanna give up on any clues.
which was quite stupid. heh.
then we tried to cheat by trailing some groups.
but unfortunately it didn't work la so.
hahaha. ah well!
charis's group won! :D
and they helped us by giving us the answers for the later part la.
haha (;
what are friends for? x)

sigh
i so hate myself sometimes.
don't know what i want.
seesh.
bad sammy bad sammy.

2004-09-12T13:32:00.000+08:00

so i will run to you
with open arms

just came back from bible study.
teaching joshua how to smile x)
hahaha
anyway
today's sermon by lynette was kinda boring.
i kept dozing off.
had to even pinch myself to keep me awake.
seesh
and when she prays..
man it calls for nap time.
even my mother agrees.
she kinda beats about the bush?
but never mind
she still teaches us good stuff about god.
and bible study
mei hsin did a really good job on conveying the bible message.
man i really take my hat off her.
ooh yah!
now that i no longer like _____________
he like appears in front of me more than last time!
seesh talk about bad timing!
-shakes head.
ah well i'll put the past behind me yes? -nods.

ARGH
SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!
and the exams are drawing nearer and nearer
better start mugging if i wanna go out during dec hols.
if not..
say bye bye to freedom and enjoyment in dec. -sulks.

2004-09-11T18:51:00.000+08:00

come on baby do it to me good now
do it to me slowly

hi!
just got back from tuition
it was the maddest tuition session ever.
we were all behaving like uncivilised people.
and beating each other repeatedly.
totally bonkers man.

mm
mom's watching this dance competition on channel news asia.
looks quite cool
wish i could dance like that
and it's not ballet
it's tango and salsa
those really difficult moves that require quick reflexes.
haha

cousins coming over for a gathering later
well marc joe and kristian and family are anyway.
just them.
hehe
think we'll jam at the x box.
yay! haven't been playing in a long while (:

2004-09-11T14:10:00.000+08:00

why can't i breathe
whenever i think about you?

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you, and we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too

This is, this is just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful

Here we are, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but heads spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

I'd love for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
I'd love for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
for this that we can control
Baby I am dyin'

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

2004-09-11T13:49:00.000+08:00

i'll be loving you..
love me

Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple...
Jun was veri charming & many girls could`t help falling in love with him...
therefore, he became quite a flirt.
As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl with average looks.
Although there were quite a number of guys chasing her, jen only had Jun in her heart.
altought She knew that one day Jun would eventually leave her..she still continued to love him whole heartedly...
Jen loves rainy days...she loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll always stop him from joinin.
Jun then ask her; Why don't you let me join you?
Jen replied;Err..er..because i don't want you to fall sick.
Jun then ask her again;If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you still doing it?
But each time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him...
Although Jun was`t able to join her, he felt happy.
To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'll be happy as well. :)
However, nothin last long... Jun soon fell for another girl after two months.
He even love the girl more deeply den he love jen.
One day, while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be their last dinner together... Jen looked at him.
She knew dat this was going to happen, but she choose not to ask any farther...Jun then requested for a break up.. And Jen...she accepted willingly... partly because, she knew...Jun was just like the wind...never stop at any point.
That night..it was to be the last time Jun send Jen home.
. Jen kept veri quiet...although deep down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask. Just when Jen was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her.
He said:Jen, I'm really sorry that i've let you down.
But i'll never forget those days when i see you playing in the rain...
those are the most happy & unforgottable memories i had with you
After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried..
Jun hugged her tightly.
He said:Jen, There's one question i wanted to ask you long ago... Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just would`t allow me to accompany you?
Jen was stunned..
pausing for a few seconds,
Jen replied...Because...
Because i don't wish to let you know...

- I was crying..

2004-09-11T11:15:00.000+08:00

is there any wish
that's better than this

Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing,
but just gazing into the sky,
while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.
Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.
Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now.
(both sigh in silence for a while)
Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game
Peter: Eh? What game?
Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?
Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.
Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up.Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?
Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.
Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move.
(went to watch their movies and sent each other home)
Day 2:Peter and Tina went to a concert together,
and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.
Day 3:They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present.
Shared an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.
Day 7:Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together.
When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.
Day 25:Spend time at a theme park and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy.
Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together for a while.
Day 67:They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.
Day 84:Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They had their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.
Day 99:They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around thecity. They sat down onto a bench.
1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.
Peter: Wait here while I'll go buy some drinks. What would you like?
Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.
1:43 pm
Tina's been waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter hasn't returned.
Then someone walked up to her.
Stranger: Is your name Tina?
Tina: Yes, and may I help you?
Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed intoa guy. I think its your friend.Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter.Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sighed.
11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket.The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He looked weak but peaceful.
Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears.
Here is what the letter said.
Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all thesedays. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realized that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.
11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night here was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.

2004-09-10T20:48:00.000+08:00

let the rain fall down
and wake my dreams

watched a cinderella story today
was bloddy good!
they picked the right person to play the "prince" la. x)
ahhhhh
i wanna watch it again!
and again and again and again!
whahahaa
but there were these 3 girls in front of us
and they were like making so many comments LOUDLY.
like, "oh gosh the prince is damn shuai can?"
-rolls eyes.
ok la i agree but!
you don't have to tell the whole world!!!
they were like the typical ah lians
so i wouldn't blame them for being so..
vocal.

i think i'm coming down with a fever...
|:
i feel so cold and hot at the same time.
and my big toe's like cramping up.
it always cramps up when a fever's coming.
it's like some sick warning signal.
-shakes head.
dunno la.
but not during the weekends!!!
then i can't do stuff!
-groans.
ok i have to go drink more water..

2004-09-09T10:48:00.000+08:00

i need some hot stuff baby this evening
i need some hot stuff baby tonight

lalala
in the morning
seesh brother brought his friend to play x box.
so i can use the com!!
wahahhaha.
okok
going out later with mom and bro
to buy stuff (:
SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then christel's coming over for a sleepover!
wheeee!
then we're going out tomorrow with mom
x)
oh! tata!

2004-09-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

fairytales;
you were mine come true

a girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
he said no.
she asked him if he would want to be with her forever
and he said no.
she then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,
and once again he replied with a no.

she had heard enough.

as she walked away,
tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm,
and said youre not pretty
youre beautiful.
i dont want to be with you forever,
i NEED to be with you forever.
and i wouldnt cry if you walked away,
i'd die.
-
ohmigosh.
i want that boy.
hahaha.
joking. (:

2004-09-07T17:27:00.000+08:00

they'll come to get you
when you're sound asleep in your bed

OMG
MARCUS IS SO MEAN!!!
i'm still shaking ok.
from what he did to me
he sent me this freaky game.
and when you click start this whole group of smileys move around.
then suddenly A HUGE GHOSTLY AND HORRID FACE POPS OUT
and you cannot close the damn window.
wa lao i died ok.
i screamed and ran down the flight of stairs.
and made my maid turn off the main switch cos i know the face was still there.
HOLY SHIT man.

all i can say is,
there are mean people in the world.
really REALLY mean people. -glares at marcus.

but don't worry
i'll get you back one day
just wait and see (:
-smiles really sweetly.
you JUST WAIT AND SEE.

2004-09-07T17:17:00.000+08:00

i
so
hate
marcus

MARCUS!!!!!!
I SO HATE YOU!!!!!
WTH MAN!!!
UGH!
GO AND DIE!

i am going to get back at you one day!
just you wait and see!
ONE DAY!!!
just WAIT.

2004-09-07T16:41:00.000+08:00

do you see them?
they talk about us

ugh
don't know what is wrong with my damn com.
couldn't sign in to blogger just now.
but anyway here i am! ta daaaa

woke up at nine fifteen today
got ready for tuition.
and whilte waiting for laoshi to come
there was this really cool show called worse case scenerios
and this lady who was freaking scared of rats had to be locked up in a room full of it. -grins evily.
quite cool la.
hahaha. i 'm scared of rats too. -shudders.

and afternoon they had looney tunes when they were babies!!! x)
so cute ok!!!
my brother was staring at me
cos i watched theese kinda baby shows.
then he said two words: GROW UP.
hawhawhaw
was totally boring today.
called christel
and we played this movie game
where we took turns to name movies.
sounds easy?
wait till you try it.
your mind goes totally blank i tell you.

sighhh.
brother won't be back for dinner.
YAYYYY :D

sucram is retarded.
hahaha.
you know who you are x)
but he rocks alot yes?
bahh
not as much as i do. -nods.
and i'm nawk.
according to sucram.
wahahhaa.
that retarded fellow.

I CAN'T TAKE YOU
DOING THAT THING
YOU DO!!!! :D

this lady's going to blog hop!
lalalaaaaaa
ciao and adios
in the nawk language:
JKSLANCWEGHK
that's gdbye in nawk.

2004-09-06T16:07:00.000+08:00

i can't take you
doing that thing you do!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MARCUS IS LIKE THE MOST RETARDED PERSON I'VE EVER SEEN LA.

marc.us. says:
I LIKE ME BLOG
this is SO wrong says:
hahahah
this is SO wrong says:
I LIKE MINE TOO
this is SO wrong says:

marc.us. says:
I LIKE MINE BETTER
this is SO wrong says:
I LIKE MINE BETTER
marc.us. says:
but you said mines better just now
this is SO wrong says:
no i just said why ur blog so nice huh huh huh never say it's nicer than mine
marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:
haha okay
this is SO wrong says:
HEY I LIKE THT SONG!
marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:
HEEHEE
marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:
HAHA
this is SO wrong says:
HOHO
marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:
I GOT IT FIRST
this is SO wrong says:
NOOOO
this is SO wrong says:
LAST TIME MY BLOG PUT THT SONG OK
marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:
its called doinf that thing you do right
this is SO wrong says:
YEP
this is SO wrong says:
BY THE BEATLES
marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:
HAHA
marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:

marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:

THE BEATLES ; says:
xiao ahhhh
marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:
cause in trying trying to forget
THE BEATLES ; says:

THE BEATLES ; says:
noo!
THE BEATLES ; says:
it's cos i try and try to forget you girl
THE BEATLES ; says:
but it's just so hard to do!
THE BEATLES ; says:
i can't take you doing tht thing you do!!!
marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:
hahah not bad
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
hahahaa
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
i LOVE that song can
marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:
whats the song of the name?
marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:
name of thesong
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
doing that thing you do i think
marc.us. your doing that thing you do says:
HOI
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:

THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:

THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
EH!
UR NICK!
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
ahhaha
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
nehnehpok la you1
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
hey i shall blog tt!
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
hahahahhahaha
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
HAHAHAHA
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
OMG
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
AHHAHA
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
HAHAHHA
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
I BLOG NOW!!!
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
WHEEEE
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
whast the name of the song again?
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
doing tht thing you do
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
I KNOW WHAT UR DOING
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
-GASPS
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
THEY DON;T HAVE IT
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
what
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
HAHA
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
AHHAA
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
UR TRYING TO FIND THE BLOG SONG!
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
who said i am i dont need to FIND IT
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
haahah they have it lahj
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
AHHHHHHH
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
my friends blog is playing it
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
OH
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
OHHHHH
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:

THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
WAHS
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
WHERE AH
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
HOW COME I CANT FIND IT
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
PFFT
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
WHO IS UR FRINED
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
*FRIEND
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
cause LOSER
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
HAHA
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
TSK!
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
TELL ME WHO IS UR FRIEND!
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
its an imaginary friends
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
GO AND DIE!
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
hahahahahahah
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
have you found it? -smiles really relaly sweetly
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
I HAVE THE CODE
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
ahha
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
ARGH DAMMIT
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
im putting it on my blog
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
HAHA
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:

THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
I'LL FIND IT DON'T WORRYYYYYYYYYY
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
AHHHHHHH!
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
YOU... NEHNEH!
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
go see
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
I ALSO HAVEEEEEE
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
HAHA
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
omg ur so retarded man.
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
hahahahaha
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
IM FRIST
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
you too
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
haha
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
FRIST?
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
WTH IS THT
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
dont you love the song on my blog
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
omg dont you love iT?
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
hahaha
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
MY BLOG ALSO HAVE
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
you
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
SHUDDAP!
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
your doing that thing you do
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF IT'S THE RIGHT ONE.
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
MY SONG NICER
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
brekaing my heart in to a million pieces
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
like you always so
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
hahhahah
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
*do
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
always dooo
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
you never even
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
nknew about
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
the
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
paryt
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
tyring trying to forget you girl but its so hard to do
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
everytime your doing
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
that thing you do!!!
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
sigh i better stop
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
hahahahahaha
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
my fingers hurt
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
stupiddd
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
you see
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
your isnt GOOD
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
it changes when you press
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
NAVIGATION
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
to michlel branch
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
mine doesnt
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
haha
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
I KNOW LA
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
I HAVEN;T MADE THE NECESARY CHANGES LA YOU TOOT!
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
haha okay
marc.us. cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
OKAY chill
THE BEATLES ; cos i try and try to forget you girl, but it's just so hard to do. i can't take you doing that thing you do! says:
hahahahaa

2004-09-06T13:10:00.000+08:00

why can't i breathe
whenever i think about you?

i can't stand ________
i am not putting the name in case unauthorised personel get here.
so yeah.
but who does he think he is?
he's 18 and he's still behaving like a 5 yr old.
what a croc.
so pissed.

anyway
i love michael jackson man...
he has like 100 hits i think.

beat it
beat it
beat it
beat it
no one wants to be defeated!

hahaha
so nice !!!
oh yeah.

huimin: see my mood first la k?
and i'm not doing ur evonne and you blog
cos i'm not included and it's like so k po like tht.
so you figure it out la!
wahaha.

shall blog tomorrow.
if ______ is gone.
seesh.
can't stand him

2004-09-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

hey darling.
sorry for hacking into ur account ok.
but i jus felt like hacking.
because you refused to send me that pic!
-screams
must help me do my template ok..
and the joint blog!
but i like my template just the way it is
just make some amendments to it la.
to make it perfect.sorry if i sound too demanding though.
gtg now.
bye
/huimin twinnie

2004-09-05T15:32:00.000+08:00

crucified, laid behind a stone
you lived to die, rejected and alone

had church today!!!
today's message was damn good.
well i got confused with a bible verse la.
but clarified that with mom.
hee x)

met mom at ghim moh hawker centre |:
then we went plaza sing to SHOP!!!
whoohoo!
hahaha.
bought sandals from URS inc
and two skirts and a top from gg>5
so happy! lalala.
shopping makes me happpy (:
i swear.
cafe something something sells really good food.
and not to mention the serving was bloddy big la.
couldn't even finish half of the beef lagsana.
MEAT again.
tsk tsk.
i promised i would go on a diet.
i'm alr HEALTHY weight.
i wanna be UNDERweight.
hahaha :D

yay!
school holidays are here!!!! -cheers.
but can't see _______ until thurs/ fri. ):
went for camp. aghhhhhhh |:
my life is so miserable.
shitte la.
chem practical test tomorrow.
hope i remember to put my goggles on!!!
since i don't wear glasses. -sulks.
praveena deducted a mark just cos i didn't wear it.
pfft.

2004-09-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

let's talk this over
it's not like we're dead

thin long sharp the blade was brought forth
gently placed on human skin
slowly coming closer to the eye

too afraid to move a muscle
too afraid to say a word
the panic makes it hard to breathe
short stab makes the knife penetrate the eye

leaning backwards to see the eye drip
filling up with blood inside

all this time he keeps on blinking
smearing the eye down his face
stringy messy bloody gore

time to hurt his other eye
piercing gently
slicing just an inch or so the eye bursts slowly drips down the chin

not a sound stunned by pain

both his eyes are punctured smearing out stringy tissue and blood dripping down
sitting up with his face all smeared gasping with an open mouth
still no sound no sign of pain no movement not a single moan

watching
this spectacle makes me laugh

strike again with more aggression
with a single violent blow, face is damaged nose is gone now he screams

finally this fucker suffers he's lashing out
attempts to fight
blinded by my work on his eyes

he's not hard to throw down
weeping begging for a swift end

poking stabbing in his gut
blood starts gushing
stab some more...

i stand up taking aim
heaving body weight upon
his kneecaps
legs bend

crippled bum left behind
broken bones
punctured eyes

leaving with a big grin
my work is done.

-

man.
how sadistic can people get?

2004-09-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

love lifts us up
like we are fools

man.
i hate making templates sometimes.
the stupid navigate shit and everything.
marcus knows la.
haha.
anyway i got so pissed i gave up.
i could see it but others can't
oh man
that sounded like something
people in horror movies say.
-gasps. AHHHH!
okok snap out of it.

didn't go for tuition today.
since the hols are here.
i'm lazy la.
hahaha.
and brother has gone to attend his teacher's malay wedding.
MALAY.
wedding
so weird.
i've never been to one.
should be a culture shock la.
hahaha.

mom wants to watch garfield.
and a cinderella story.
like huh???
that's SO not her.
don't know what she's up to.
but i'm watching a cinderella story with someone else already.
just that she doesn't know.
aeii i don't mind watching twice la. (:
as for garfield..
well it's better than staying at home la.
i guess :D

2004-09-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

the test
of insanity

omg
omg
omg
this is like
DAMN FUNNY
i laughed till i cried ok
who will be so retarded to think of this man!??!?!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!
oh gosh.
i cannot breathe.
haha
click here

2004-09-03T18:18:00.000+08:00

kiss me
beneath the milky twilight

huimin FORCED me to blog this.
cos she threatened me.
so yes
-clears throat.

huimin is MY sweetheart.
she came to school today with terribly puffy eyes.
oh poor her!
seeing her in that state simply tore my heart apart!
the pain!!!! the pain!!!
she's a VERY special person to me (:
i take her stuff when i THINK she doesn't know.
but she sort of has more than a pair of eyes.
so she knows that i take her stuff.

huimin is MINE
not sean biggerstaff's
not casillas's
not oliver wood's
not orlando bloom's
not legolas's.
NOT MARK CHAY'S
SHE'S MINE AND MINE ALONE.
-cackles.
and no one can take her away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-09-03T16:57:00.000+08:00

hello there
angel from my nightmare

recess was fun today!!
had fighting 'training' with charis
cindy and bestlyn!!!
didn't wanna fight with charis
cos she hits you at the wrong places.
hahahah.
and cindy fights like a cat ok!
she uses her fingernails to scratch people!
and looks totally retarded la!
couldn't stop laughing when i fought with her!

oh yeah.
i saw lisa!
but she PURPOSELY avoided me!
so i wouldn't call her my MISTRESS!
wahahhahah!
but i shouted to her so she HAD to hear it ! x)

and it's the hols now!!!
but damn
still have much work to do man...
don't teachers know the meaning of HOLIDAY
means REST
PLAY
you know?
RELAXING?!?!??!?!
but what are they doing to us during the hols??
STRESSING US!
ugh. homework hater!!! |:

i wanna watch predator 2!
my brother downloaded the movie.
oooh!
i'm on an alien movie spree!

2004-09-02T18:36:00.000+08:00

you were everything
everything that i wanted

dang
school tomorrow
and i just found out from charis that
there's math common test tomorrow!!! |:
crap la.
going to flunk it!!
i have to get last min. tuition from cherry.
oh else i can forget about going out during dec! ):

2004-09-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

alien
vs
predator

just got home!
from orchard
had alot of fun today!
was super freaked out to see jere again...
|:
hahaha.
but we had fun!
and alien vs predator was cool!
though i covered my eyes like whenever the alien breeded inside the human.
i mean, come on!
the bloody creature blasted out from the human's stomach!
how sick is that man!
wahahha.
but jasmine was like
whoa
super brave
she watched the entire thing la.
well more than me anyway
ah well

bought lots of small stuff too.
last night my black hairband broke!!! )):
bought it all the way from m'sia la.
but anyway i found one at heeren.
and bought like another extra blue one.
cos i liked the colour.
ok why am i saying all this.
oh yeah!
i bought a beauty box!
damn cute.
couldn't resist not buying!.
hehehe
but got home quite late la.
at around 7?
and mom sort of got pissed at me
cos i told her i was supposed to be home before 6
oops? heh.
aeii but i had alot of fun la.
seriously. (:

2004-09-01T10:50:00.000+08:00

paint my love
it's a picture of a thousand sunsets

haven't been blogging.
busy la.
and anyway my stupid brother's always home nowadays.

teacher's day today.
going out with sam jere and jas later
watching ALIEN VS PREDATOR la.
man.
nvm
hahahahaha

crap.
late already.
cheerio!

2004-08-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

i tried my best to feed her appetite
keep her coming every night

tuition today was a drag man...
seriously
every 5 mins were like
1hr to me. |:
nearly died of boredom.
but i managed (:

hahaha.
man
church tomorrow
format x.
quite excited actually.
they're doing something diff. about this month's format x.
something to do with feeling god's presence!
x)
yay? haha. YAY!

ahh
sian la.
tht's why i blogged.
watching avp with jere and sam.
and max and kenneth were damn mean just now la.
they kept telling me the storyline of avp.
but it turned out to be fake so..
haha

dang.
so late already.
tata

2004-08-28T12:49:00.000+08:00

she's so high
high above me
she's so lovely

man
my family is the sweetest.
as in my cousins, uncles and aunties
really
the sweetest bunch yet

since yesterday was my dad's birthday
we were planning to celebrate the big 5-0 of his life
with only the four of us.
mom, bro, me and him.
but my mom and bro had something planned
and when we got there
my uncles aunties and cousins were like all sitting there
getting ready for the guest of honor [dad]
to come
and they planned a surprise party.
my dad was so emotional
he cried!
CRIED!
tht old man NEVER cries!!!
yeah
i have to admit
it was really damn damn sweet. (:

oh
my mom made me wear her boots
she bought from hongkong.
she wanted me to season them
and it was like 2 and a half inches la!
the heels i mean.
as if i'm not tall enough.
i felt as though i was walking on stilts.
and my dumb brother said i walked damn awkwardly.
hahaha but i guess it's true.
by the end of the night my feet were killing me!!!
sooo painful.
i'll never wear those boots again.
i swear.

i'm not looking forward to sundays now.
cos of feelings that have changed
hahaha.
but i'm still looking forward to service!(:
ok
ciao!
shall try to blog tomorrow.
there's this soccer match thing our church it organising
and it ends at 5... so..
haha

2004-08-27T16:32:00.000+08:00

baby set me free
from this misery
was pissed with everyone today
and really
feel damn bad now
but anyway
something cheered me up ALOT.
MARK CHAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x))))))
he came to our sch
with his band, the swim shadys
call me crazy but i bought the album
and got their autographs la.
and kenneth goh is like really really cute
grace was obsessing over him la
but i think mark's cuter.
and kenneth said hi to meeee! x)
hahaha
okok i'm going mad.
but i so so so so so love today!!!
mark chay ! is! so! cute!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

ok.
ahem.
i was being bimbotic.
dad's birthday today
kinda forgot.
luckily mom reminded me.
i didn't do anything for him la!
damn.
sigh...
my phone got confiscated AGAIN.
by mom, no less.
crap.
my bill went down already!!!
from $169 to a $100
haha
it's still bad la.
i deserve it. |:
hate it when i don't have a phone.
i feel so helpless

ooh!
i have puppetry tomorrow! (:
missed the previous practice.
aunty mag is so going to kill me!!!
but i can't perform cos have stupid tuition class
which i don't think benefits me at all
but whatever.
my parents won't let me quit.

rahhh
bad mood's coming back again.
bahh

2004-08-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

so i will run to you
with open arms

had our sec four farewell party today
realised that i'll miss the sec 4s ALOT!
cried when the sec 3s did their skit.
and yeah
it was damn emotional and everything.
sighhh
it'll never be the same without them la.
basically.
ahhhh!
i'll miss you forever and always sec 4s!
and they made our present
it's like this small booklet
with all their pics in it
and they wrote really really encouraging notes in it
when i saw yanni's one i just burst into tears.
couldn't control my emotions.
man, i'm too soft hearted.
and i LOVE the song the sec 4s sang!!!
i'm leaving on a jet plane
i don't know when i'll be back again
hold me like you'll
never let me go

tomorrow's fridayyyyy!!!!!!
yayyyyyy!
haawhawhaw
i'm high!

2004-08-25T18:24:00.000+08:00

i'm everything i am
because you loved me

hey!
sorry haven't been blogging.
busy with stuff.
alot's happened
for the better (:
anyway
sec 4 farewell's tomorrow!
)):
we stayed back today to finish up our -ahems-
shall not mention in case this info leaks out
to those who aren't supposed to know
mainly the sec 4s.
but man
our mamas are leaving us.
what would we do without em.

and chem practical test was today.
i totally forgot to wear the goggles la!!!!!
and praveena was like looking at me and jing
cos we weren't wearing glasses and yet
didn't put the goggles on.
i am damn sure she deducted marks for that.
|:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

anyways
this next song
which i found really really sweet and everything
is going out to the sec 4s mainly
and charis, ally, jas, ______, chun, sin yee.
and others la.
but those were the few i had to make special shoutouts to(:

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

2004-08-23T18:56:00.000+08:00

i'll bring you more than a song
for a song in itself

back from theory
had a surprisingly fun time
dora didn't come though.
too bad for her!
hahaha.
well, we gossiped about the super skinney lady
where i took my piano exam.
she was so intolerable ok.
she wore this like bareback dress
which looked like it was made from scarves.
[ can you imagine how TRANSPARENT that is?! ]
which i can see the BLACK BRA she wore.
and she flirted with all the examiners who arrived ok.
it was sick man, sick.
and she laughed so precautiously
and touched the examiner's shoulder when he said something
which wasn't supposed to be funny?
but nvm.
seesh.
one word: DESPOOOOO!

well
i just realised that teachers' day is like next week
and not this week.
wth.
i thought it was this week la!
crap.
stupid me.